oppourtunity

generally, i just dont even give a fuck. like honestly. who really cares if i go only the rant EXCEPT FOR THE THE GUILTY mother fuckers lol. this is my rant and anyone who created a diss track For Steven Daoust is defz never speakin2him again

fuck your shoes where r my boots

shout out kiki for the photo

Moody shoots with Liam

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BEGINNING

As Liam and I have been progressively meeting, he’s really changed the way I can look at my allowance for creative flow.


When with him I literally can’t help just letting every version of me out in our shoots and he is constantly, artfully, and skillfully capturing moments I can’t even always explain!


With all this cool shit going down there’s lots more to see coming from us and I’m really excited to move forward with this guy!

hypo-critics

just the other day one of the people closet to me had said he was having troubles…

varying from nature to nature, he landed on a subject that most can potentially relate too: expectations in relationships.

expectations can range from small things such as: social etiquette, respect for your elders, respecting a persons property, to even telling the truth one hundred percent of the time.

years ago, i went to the theatre with my father. we never had the best relationship, but i wont forget the times we had where things were going to some degree of normal. and at this theatre we watched a movie called “in time”. It came out in 2011, making me only 10 years old when i watched it… nonetheless, the movie fascinated me. the concept being, time is money really made me look at my past retrospectively at that time i spent before i was adopted.

now, i look back in hindsight to that time and think about all the struggle and agony i endured living with people i know didn’t love me. and i try be progress in ways avoiding those feelings at all costs. anything to cause that extent of pain and dementia is so wasteful of our time that it should be paid for. i feel that every year of my time is worth at least 5 million dollars, and its treated as less then 50 thousand a year until MAYBE death. but even before that, peoples time can be compensated for an even lesser amount of 15 grand.

a good friend of mine told me that our time on earth is like winning the lottery, and the time is money.

this very compounded idea couldn’t have been made without ever having some dimension of adversity present in her life. but the adversity also is what makes her come to that conclusion of herself. its a progression in time mixed with the adversity that needs to happen in order for us to understand our true value and energies.

t + a = inner understanding.

for myself, i understand one of the qualities you cant have an expectation for is your amount of inner understanding. when i enter an relationship that makes my world turn (which rarely happens lol rip) i try to hard and sometime come off as boring and fake. the reason being: im playing the guessing game when it comes to the other persons expectation, needs, or emotions